I’ve got maybe three experiences of topping, many years ago and all while wasted.
Pretty much all the sex I’ve had up til now has been bottoming for straight men as a straight woman. Will other queer men actually want to be topped by a man who’s got no idea what he’s doing? I’m pretty certain I don’t want to bottom anymore, so that’s out. Additionally, I’m 5’2” and the testosterone has given me pretty bad acne that treatment doesn’t seem to be clearing. And I’ve never been able to come with a partner! Basically, I feel like I’m bringing nothing to the table. I’ve thought about just trying my luck on hookup apps, but honestly, I feel like I at least need a chat over coffee before I have sex. Most of the sex I had before I was married was drunk. I’m not sure I’m ready to jump straight into sober hookups, and I know I don’t want to go back to drunk sex either. I think I’d be comfortable in a sexual environment like a sex party or a bathhouse but again, I feel like I’ve got nothing to offer. The answers to many of the questions you asked depend on your cultivation of confidence and presentation of it. Since confidence is often something accrued from experience, there may need to be an initial degree of faking it till you make it. #FREE GAY PORN VIDEOS STRAIGHT BUDDIES SLEEP OVER FULL#.
